if only you could see through your elaborate eyes

Today I listened to this song and thought about her all day...

...she's a beautiful person...

^_^

This made me think of her before I seen anyone else do it...

To: Ms. Unrequited

"...take two and pass..."

Yeah, so summer school makes life hectic as hell. And night school till 8 right after doesnt help. I smoked some more before I went to night school and I got some more left in my drawer. =/

I been smoking everyday since...

I NEED SOMETHING TO NUMB MY MIND!!

Summer school is like bending your knees backwards and educational t.v.......FOR 7 HOURS STRAIGHT!!

I'm taking English IV in there and we did Beowulf. Now I had already read it, but the cool thing about our teacher is that she puts on alot of movies. She put on the 13th Warrior with Antonio Banderas. I remember watching that movie when I was younger, just didn't remember what it was about. And then I'm watching it and here are the comparisons. In 13th Warrior, the plot is the same as Beowulf. A kingdom is under attack and Beowulf goes to help. Except in 13th Warrior, his name was Bulyif, or some shit like that. Well, in the story, 'Herot' is constantly attacked by a monster named "Grendel". In the movie, Herot is under constant attack by a tribe of men who dress as monsters by putting bearskin over them called Grendols. In the story, Grendel's mother is a monster as well, and fights with Beowulf. In the movie, there is a mother figure that they worship. You get the point. What I'm getting at is that the whole story was made out to be farfetched. In fact they say Beowulf was the legend of many great warriors all in one. Thing is that some of the stories got mixed up together. Back then, they didnt have books. They told stories orally. So who knows what could have been mixed up. There was so much shit said that by the time people wrote it down, it was probably nowhere near what really happened. So what if that was the case with the bible? I mean, what if Jesus did live back then, but he wasn't who he was made out to be? Remember, Jesus didn't write the bible, so who's to say those people didn't stretch the truth? Who's to say Jesus was just a persuasive person? After all, he only had 12 disciples. Not to mention a nation of Jews and Hebrews after his ass like he was a cellmate. (Man that was so wrong of me.) Just something that crossed my mind and has exponentially multiplied in thinking quantity.

my warm up suit is still on

Whoa. Sorry, I know I said I would be back but the same day I posted that blog, I became a moderator for the league. So it means I'm runnin' shit now. Haha, nah just the punchline forum on the site. Well it needs my constant attention, so most of my time on the computer is spent on that site. Don't even look at myspace no more. I'll add a different song every now and then, but my songs always get deleted and it goes back to my most recent song which is always "Go" by Common. Laaame. I'm still 5-0 in the league though, and I'm in a text tourney, so that means WHOLE VERSES!!! Goddamn.

I starts summerschool tommorrow and I been slacking on online school. I might be too busy for anything. Plus Imma start working soon at the resort my momma works at.

I ain't ready to die till ya'll let me live.

Please welcome back your favorite blogger in this bloggie of blogs. I dunno.

Well it's been a fuckin long ass time but I can't escape this blog. The shit that's happened actually is pretty important and various so I will make a list.

1. I finished High School......sorta. I gotta wrap up my night school, online school, and get these 4 weeks of summerschool out the way and I am officially a High School graduate.

2. I fuckin smoked 2 weeks ago. It was wrong and I shouldn't have done it and I am sorrwompwomp..wompwomp..wompwomp..wompwomp. Motherfuck that, I only got one life to live so who the fuck is anybody to tell me any different. And it wasn't one little blunt, I ain't going to come out of retirement for no baby shit. I stayed the weekend in Kissimmee. Day one was about 7 blunts of straight HAZE. Day two was not so much cuz we played ball. And day three was the part where it all went wrong. I got high as fuck but I needed to go home already. So, my mom came to get me with my two aunts in the car. BAAD!! My whole family from New York was at my house and i was spifflicated!! And it was their last day being there, so it made me seem like I didn't give a fuck that they was there and I just aint want them to see me high. bleehhhh. I really feel bad about Amy though. She seemed more dissappointed than anyone else. Everyone was like,"Oh that's bad, and I'm dissappointed...yadayada." She got mad and started yelling at me. At least someone cares.

3. July 18th I hit the big one eight. So that means my mom can legitamately ask me for rent, and she can kick me out if I dont pay. Not to mention I have my own room now. Im counting on it, though. I dont wanna pay rent here. I'd rather pay rent in my OWN apartment. Stylistics says he gon' get an apartment. Maybe I chip in with him. Then there's like 3 different females that wanna move in with me and I reely don't wanna do that. I wanna enjoy my life by myself, even though Imma be livin with my niggas. You know what I mean.

4. Remember that website for online rappers I talked about? Well it moved to a new one and the league I was in had a final tournament before it started a new one. I won the tournament. I went against, get this, a 15 year old kid!! He young but this nigga can spit some shit. He kinda went weak against me in the championship though. His name is Punslinger. Well his online name. So the finals, Punslinger Vs. SkitSoFrenic:

Punslinger:

Bar vs Bar?...Shit, your lines are 'bout to have issues like bar-quotes to a mag.

So battling me? I’m labeled a ‘Chain-smoking British,’ So I wont have trouble when I smoke up this Fag..

SkitSoFrenic:
i aint holdin back but i'm grippin his spinal cord, for the record, i'll wax this bitch like vinyl floors

since theres no intertwined awards, i'll find a sword, and excaliburs/x calibers, the way i undermine his score!!!

I won 5 votes to 2. In the new league I am currently 4-0 and got a free pass to a championship belt so I am chilling. I've gotten addicted to these sites. I am on about 5 other ones. I am in punchline tourneys in two of 'em. I'm 0-1 in those. I will pick up.

Here is my new list of best rappers out right now.

5. Ransom Dollars

4. J.R. Writer

3. Joe Budden

2. Royce Da 5'9

1. SkitSoFrenic baby!!!!! I am so full of myself.

5. Love life. Where do I begin? I think I will do a mini list inside of this list:

A. There's one girl who wanna talk about moving in with her and yada yada. And she got a kid. I aint down with that but then again I find myself possibly going along with it. I dunno, maybe she just another mess around.

B. I reeeaallyy know this one is a mess around. She one of those who can act her way through Hollywood. But she acts to fuck with dudes. That's why I gotta hit and run like Carmelo before I end up in 'La-La' land. I know the history behind this one, so trust me I know what I be talkin bout.

C. Now we really talkin bout 'love' life. The previous two was more of my sex life. This girl started talkin to my brother Bam, but he can't see a good girl when she's right in his face. He is a player and a half. Well she seent past his shit and now we kinda interested in eachother. But it aint nuthin more than a mutual interest.

D. Ms. Unrequited. I seen a pic of her with her new man. Bummer.

This is some of the major things that's been going on in my life. I will get more active on the bloggie again.

ditto.

Refers to Maria's blog.