Saturday, October 10, 2009

..and in this moment I am happy.. happy.

I have this movie I made last night in Kissimmee. It's about a wild ass night. It's called "Dude where's my wallet?" I got back home tonight and knocked out. Besides the obvious, it put shit in perspective. Gave me the 'two tears and a bucket, fuck it' attitude I been missing out on. The voice won but it wasn't a battle. More like a peace treaty. Imma have fun, fuck bitches with no rubber and all of that. lmao

NOW I have no apartment. My rent money was in that wallet. Ahhhh it feels so good when the decision is made for you.

Fuck it!!!!

I did something I was very proud of though. One by one, I'm cutting off mad bitches I have no business being with. Relationship or relations. Starting with this main chick. I've never done this to her before so I was very proud. She came to my house, fucked up might I add, and told me we getting even more fucked up. We talked and I already know what she wanted from me. She had a man that I always knew about and he ain't know I was getting down with his girl. I don't know what got into me, but before we got into anything, I asked her to kindly leave my apartment. I was so proud of myself. I felt like I had gained a victory in some kind of battle with myself. Even afterwards, she pretty much threw herself at me. I closed the car door on her and told her to go home. Ahhhhhh another thing that just makes me breathe easier. I'm starting to listen to hip hop a lot again. But like that feel good music. Life just feels good right now. Even though I'm stressing hardbody. Fuck it, don't stress.






Very smooth and still awesome. It's about an acid trip but you can hardly tell. It's just so beautiful because that's how I feel. And I just wish you were here. lawl

The world's a roller coaster
And I am not strapped in
Maybe I should hold with care
But my hands are busy in the air

peace, love, and nappiness.